Yesh, I finished Rain-sama's new layout. Meef~ It's Son Goku! From Gensomaden Saiyuki! XD~ Uh, yeah. I've been a little Saiyuki obsessed lately. Ah, well. At least it's not like my YAOI obsession, which is like, non-stop obsessing over guys kissing each other! Like in Gravitation. ::swoons:: XD Yeah. Me and my crazed fangirlness. XDXDXD;;;

My new layout will be up soon! So peoples, stop bugging me! It's just that everything is on the hard drive of the other computer, which I haven't gotten to use, like, all weekend, and then, when Rain finishes the layout fer our layout trade, I'll have to put that one up too! Meef~ Lots of layouts. But they're so fun to make.

Leanna bum was saying I should open a layout shop thingy. XD I don't have those kinds of skills though, Leanna. Nope, I'm just a poor, untalented 8th grade freak of nature. XD~ Ah well, the graphics shoppe idea is still pretty cool though. ::laffs:: And I could make enough moneys to buy a domain! =D ::coughs:: Like people would commission my untalented self to make layouts for them.

Meef~ Isshok, Hika don't mind (that much). XD I'll just, ionno, find someone else to bug! XDXDXD; ::laffs:: I'm sure there are plenty of people I can bug to host my blog. I hope. x__x And I want to know what your new domain is! XD~ I want to see your mad layout making skills in action! XDXDXD;

And dude, I like Taiora as a straight couple, but some of those reasons are stupid. I mean, they play soccer? ::cracks up:: And about the oekaki... ::kicks the mod's ass:: Screw them! You have talent! Meef~ You're always welcome to draw at my board, you know. ^___^ I want your skills, dammit! Just like I want everyone else's skills... x___x Since, I of course, have none....

Yeah, I finished a new layout, but like, I won't put it up now. Because, yeah. The files are on the other computer's hard drive, since my zip disks seem to all have gone corrupt. Ah well, I guess that's what happens when you've been using them for like, three years. x___x Anyways, Charlie and Noah will kick my ass and I'll be shunned at school if anyone finds out about that new layout.... Meef~ Ah well, at least I haven't told anyone at school about my blog. I hope I didn't, anyways. ::dies::

Anyways, happy late turkey day everyone! XD~ I hope you didn't all gain like, ten pounds! (Like me....) ::coughs:: Uh, yeah.

Meef. I feel sad now. ;; Hika's dad says that she can't host me, since Hika and I don't know each other in real life. Well, I referred her to cheaper hosting, so she could get her own personal domain. ^^ Yeah, one that her parents don't know about. But by then, I'll prolly have my own domain. But I want someone to host my blog so that I can post whatever shit I want to in it. Since my parents got mad at me for my little UJournal a while ago, since it was "Nanette Jaren...'s Journal." Meef. Ah, well. I'll need to find some one, somewhere to host me. ::sighs:: Maybe Hika can persuade her dad that I'm someone who goes to her school? Ionno.

On the other hand, Becca finally gave me that Charlie and Noah picture from the Florida trip. Since mine turned out like shit (non-flash camera), she gave me a copy of her's. I'll be making a new layout out of it too! I just hope Charlie and Noah don't find me and kick my ass. x___x Because, as far as I know, they're both as straight as arrows (er, yeah) and yeah. ^__^V

Mwuee~ It's so cute though! I mean, they're sleeping on the same pillow. ::bops Leanna:: No, you bum, they are not *sleeping* together, they are sleeping-sleeping together. As in, on the same pillow. On the airplane. Yeah. ::sweatdrop:: Ionno how you can mistunderstand what I said. Ah, well, it's all good. XD~

Hika: something about a host?...
Me: uh, yeah
Me: XD
Me: i can't stand pitas anymore
Me: ><
Me: meef
Me: i was looking for a host-type person
Me: to host my blog
Me: i *was* hinting at someone else
Me: but ::sigh:: she didn't get it
Hika: ah.... *jumps up and down*
Me: ::jumps as well::
Me: :D
Hika: XD
Me: uh, one question
Me: why are we jumping up and down?
Hika: XD
Hika: I donno XDD
Me: XD
Hika: but I'd be happy to host you if you'd like
Me: really?
Me: XD
Me: ::glomps you::
Me: dude
Me: i will <3 you forever
Me: XD
Hika: But only if you won't take up tons and tons and tons of space
Me: dude
Hika: WHich I doubt you will lol
Me: i won't
Hika: or would
Me: it's just a blog
Hika: XD
Me:not an art site
Me: ::huggles you yet again::

XD~ ::dances around:: Dude, I HEART you Hika. I HEART YOU! XD Uh, yeah.

See, Hika said she was gonna host this blog, my wonderful antisocial adolescent. Mwueeee~ YAY! ::huggles Hika:: I loff you!

I have yet another rant. No, I am not bitching about my life, which, in a way, I don't even deserve to be living, because, whenever I interact with people, I always wind up hurting them, whether it's physically or emotionally. It's like I don't know how to interact with people. Talking online and talking in person are two completely different things, I guess. Anyways, onto my rant.

There are basically two types of people in this world. Those who are posers, insecure, and phony, and then, there are the people who truly think that you shouldn't been judged by how you look/act. And then, there are people who seem indifferent, but, they really do care what you think about them. I guess that's where I fall, in that third group.

The posers, I could go on about them forever. There are two subdivisions of poser, I guess you could say. There is the prep and then, there is the punk. I bet, you're all asking, what the hell? Punk is so not poser. But what we're talking about is not the real definition of the word "punk." What we are talking about is poser-punk.

Poser punks are "punk." They shop at Hot Topic, because, you know, that's what "punks" do. They listen to Korn, Linkin Park, Limp Bizkit, Avril Lavigne, because, they'll all so "punk." Punk is no longer about being individual and doing what you want to do and not giving a shit about what others say. Like here for instance. And here. These are examples of a poser-punk attitude. "Punk" is now in, and people want to be "punk" and shop at "punk" stores and listen to "punk" music.

People aren't dying their hair strange colors because they want to and they can anymore. They're going out and doing that kind of thing just because they want to "fit in" with the "punk" group. Well, that's just basically being a poser. Doing things because others are. It's showing how insecure you really are, and how phony you and your little immature friends are. You discriminate against "preps" because they discriminate against you. I'm not really sure how that all started, "punk" against "prep", or "prep" against "punk," but it doesn't really matter. What matters is that you do that kind of stuff and it shows how insecure you are. That you need to hang out in a group of people literally just like you. And that people can't appreciate you for you, instead of looking at how you dress first, and then seeing how you fit in with them.

Preps are like this too. It's like girls are all preppy if they shop at Abercrombie and Fitch and wear make-up and talk on and shit like that. Well, it's not that they're "preppy." Personally, I think that they're not "preppy" unless they discriminate against you because you're not like them.

I have an acquaintance named Miranda. She used to be a "jock," but over the summer, between 6th and 7th grade, she completely changed, from a "jock" to a "prep." Total switch around. It just goes to show how insecure she is too, being able to make that quick personality change pretty much overnight. She used to be an unpopular girl; not many people liked her in 6th grade. But in 7th grade, she made friends with many people, and became a "popular" person.

The preps are just as insecure as the "punks." They need to be the same, so that they have that security blanket. Because, if they weren't the same, they would fall into that third group of people.

The second group of people is the true punks. They don’t care what you think about them. If they wear make up and shop at Abercrombie and Fitch, it’s because they want to, and they don’t care whether you’ll discriminate against them or not. If they want to wear baggy clothing and listen to Korn, or whatever, it’s because they like that clothing, and because they like that music. It’s not because it’s the so called prep or so called punk thing to do. It’s because they want to, and frankly, they don’t care what you think. If they dress “preppy” because they want to, they really like that kind of thing, and it’s not a thing they do to be secure, then, they are truly punk. If someone wants to shop at Hot Topic, and listen to Limp Bizkit, because they’re not wanting to necessarily fit in, or because it’s the “punk” thing to do, then they are really punk as well.

The third category of people is kind of a combination of the other two types of people. This is the group of people who seem indifferent, but they really do care, somewhere deep down. You will dress how you want to, listen to the music you want to, and just be yourself, but you might not be comfortable not really being completely accepted. Yet, you still continue to act indifferent to the world as it is. And that’s okay; because that’s the way you get through your life.

The two types of people are always fighting with each other. The true punks are having their turf invaded on by the posers. The posers are convinced that they are truly “punk” or “prep” when they are nothing but self-doubting, phony, insecure children who cling onto others just like them for a sense of false security. And the in between people are just living life, indifferent, and yet, still caring. It’s really sad though, how people are so very desperate for a false sense of security that they give up and what they really think is “cool.”

Dude... I have a new layout. Inspiried by the song Maybe I'll Catch Fire by Alkaline Trio. I love that CD. :3 Rain-sama has a new layout too! XD I spent the better part of an hour making this layout. XD That includes coding it too! XD Uhm, so, uh, yeah.

I went to the dentist today. Apparently, I need to "floss more often." Ah well. ::shrugs:: I really do need to. Floss more often, I mean. o_o Anyways, not much else to say, except, I have to get 2 and a half more articles for the trimester project! AHH! ::dies:: And I have until Monday! ::dies again:: What am I going to do?!?!